Look the thing is-you don't know what you have got till it is gone,and now it is gone-you won't ever get it back.I have also lost my Mum-which is hard in life,as they were not only my parents-but my best mates!I had a scare a few weeks ago with my six week old baby,all but died too-being kept alive by a bunch of wires,so if you have got a loved one-make sure you make the most of every minute you have,because death could be right round the corner-and you didn't even know it.Oct 22 2012.